I had a previous post I kept thinking about writing about, called Serialangel versus the State. The hell of trying to apply for disability benefits and having to use jobseekers allowance and being fucked over by your landlord which is compromising your housing benefit and feeling like I'm under the boot of the current Tory/Lib Dem government ( Read more... )

What to say, what to say....

• This season's Doctor Who has been my favourite since season 5, possibly best New Who season ever? This hurts me, as I love Martha Jones so very much (you think you're no longer a fangirl, and then you see an audiobook starring Freema Ageyman and Andrew Scott and you lose your shit completely). I've loved it enough to ( Read more... )

Hello, out there ( Read more... )

I am posting this from my Dad's house. I'm going through my second bout of mice in my rented room and despite all the poison and the traps they aren't going away. I'm going mad with worry, so much that having to go towards my place has me crying, gulping and fighting off panic attacks. It's making me so anxious I can't go near the place. Sunday ( Read more... )

 I've been having a tough week, mental health wise... and it feels worse than usual as it's affecting my work, making me difficult for Tom, and sometimes almost impossible to get out of bed. I've also been avoiding my apprenticeship work for three weeks now ( Read more... )

Sorry I've been away, a combination of supreme busyness and a huge drop in mood. I ended up going to A&E because I was seriously concerned that I was going to seriously hurt myself. It's third time in 5 years I've had to go hospital for something serious like this, excluding the assessments, and the counselling... and I'm still stuck in NHS Primary ( Read more... )